Hi. I've been a pretty bad blogger lately eh. Sorry. I've been really unhappy for a few reasons. Like properly depressed. I haven't been sleeping and I've been very lonely and have felt really isolated for about a month. I know that sounds kind of inspiring in that unhappiness sometimes makes people make really great work which is heartfelt and honest. But it's just made me really apethetic and lazy and probably not very nice to be around for those who have had to deal with me being honest. Sorry. I've pretty much just been trudging through the paces at my rubbish job with the other career-porters, and lying in bed and crying sometimes and looking at my really ugly grey walls and kind of feeling that they're closing in on me. Thinking about being dead being a pretty good way to get heaps of sleep. So sorry about that. I have this theory that the only thing that is keeping me from going completely off the wall is cricket, in that I've been really happy while waiting for catches and trying to bat and bowl and stuff. But that's about all. Hills and troughs though, so I guess I'll start doing stuff again more regularly eventually.